Starting Over / Slow Down

I was fighting nothing You're so God damn impossible, it hurts I fall on the purpose and all my worth I'm at my worst now I was starting over I walk through the city and come undone I count on the seasons to fill me up They fill me up now And what if I need what I won't share? What if I run? Will you meet me out there? Will you meet me out there? And what if I need what I won't share? What if I run? Will you meet me out there? Will you meet me out there? Now I'm six years older I walk past the feelings of giving up Spent days all alone out in Central Park It's like I'm getting closer now But I'm still hanging over Still cut from the plight of a former love I swear that I needed it all I leave everyday with my faults And what if I need what I won't share? What if I run? Will you meet me out there? Will you meet me out there? And what if I need what I won't share? What if I run? Will you meet me out there? Will you meet me out there? Run away, I wanna run away A feeling that I couldn't stop The seasons of fear that I'm gone Maybe I fucked it all Run away, I wanna run away A feeling that I couldn't stop The seasons of fear that I'm gone Maybe I fucked it all this time Run away, I wanna run away (and what if I need what I won't share?) A feeling that I couldn't stop (what if I run?) The seasons of fear that I'm gone (will you meet me out there?) Maybe I fucked it all (will you meet me out there?) Run away, I wanna run away (and what if I need what I won't share?) A feeling that I couldn't stop (what if I run?) The seasons of fear that I'm gone (will you meet me out there?) Maybe I fucked it all this time (will you meet me out there?) I breathe in the open air All of my words will run out All of my nightmares are heavy I scatter them out on the ground You can see through my broken stare Lost in the color of sound Even if I wasn't ready The silence is coming now And I slow down (I feel the weight of it, I feel them all) I am so so down (I see the long road winding down) And I slow down (I feel the pain in it, I feel it all) I am so so down (I see it almost dying now) Breathe in the open air All of my words will run out All of my nightmares are heavy I scatter them out on the ground You can see through my broken stare Lost in the color of sound Even if I wasn't ready The silence is coming now And I slow down (I feel the weight of it, I feel them all) I am so so down (I see the long road winding dow And I slow down (I feel the pain in it, I feel it all) I am so so down (I see it almost dying now)