Two Sided

It's 7am and you're shouting loud I'm doing my best just to hear you out I know I got too drunk but you bring me down I feel so much better when you're not around I know too well it must take two to argue But it's never the same when it's all about you Taking shots at me what am I supposed to do I've not stepped out of line what are you trying to prove Don't talk to me about double standards I don't understand how you think this happened I can't begin to know how your head works You make things up and it makes my head hurt You make my head hurt You make my head hurt It's taken 4 months now but I still know how You're better off at home bringing yourself down With you're own perspective of being neglected Everyone but me just seems to get it You make no connections and drown in reflections Of those who let go by But it's not the same when you're at home And I still don't know the reasons why Don't talk to me about double standards I don't understand how you think this happened I can't begin to know how your head works You make things up and it makes my head hurt I don't know what you think you're doing Trying to tell me that everything is ruined It makes me think I shouldn't hold my breath Otherwise you'll become another hole in my chest I can't even begin to try think of what you said It's taking me too long while it is running through my head The way you try and change me makes me think what to do next But what I'll do won't be with you you'll never understand How can you tear me apart for all my flaws Tell me my life sucks but it seems better than yours I know it's because you're drunk again But I can't let this keep on happening How can you keep on doing this to me? It fucks us up and makes me see You said if I gave you a chance you'd take it I'm not sure why but I think I'd hate it