Delusion

I can't go on knowing that you're there alone, it's tearing at my soul You're always watching and always waiting for my next dive into misery Falling into this desperate deception you've left me to rot in I can't be left alone, this might be your prison, but this is my home I am a ghost that you can't lock away So make the most out of all my mistakes You turn your back, I'll do away with all you've ever known I am a ghost, I am a ghost What do you want from me? I won't be part of your plan to derail me Why can't you fucking see how selfish can you be? Watching and judging everything that I do I won't play the victim just 'cause you Take everything to heart Take everything to heart Take each word I say and tear it apart Take everything to heart, take each word I say and tear it apart Analyze each breath I take, watch every move I make Take everything to heart, take each word I say and tear it apart Analyze each breath I take, watch every move I make I am a ghost that you can't lock away So make the most out of all my mistakes You turn your back, I'll do away with all you've ever known I am a ghost, I am a ghost Until I fade and cease to breathe I'll always feel your eyes watching me You're all I hear, I'm all you see The only name you'll ever speak The only name you'll ever speak A constant war, you'd rather see me collapse Than help me carry all the weight you love to force on my back You watch me fall again, but I refuse to sit and watch that part of me just die I deserve my fucking life You're running out of steam, but you're part of me If you'd just let yourself see, there's nothing we can't be But there's just no way to trust you, there's no way to save you I won't play the victim just 'cause you Take everything to heart, take each word I say and tear it apart Analyze each breath I take, watch every move I make Take everything to heart, take each word I say and tear it apart Analyze each breath I take, watch every move I make I am a ghost that you can't lock away So make the most out of all my mistakes You turn your back, I'll do away with all you've ever known I am a ghost, I am a ghost Until I fade and cease to breathe I'll always feel your eyes watching me You're all I hear, I'm all you see The only name you'll ever speak