Die Without Hope

I have never felt so fucking numb In front of the mirror with a loaded gun Every word you read is stained in blood This gets sick, cause I'm mind fucked I've died and my body turned to rust An empty carcass left to rot, back to dust Like a casket in a shallow grave Out of sight, but I promise I will never go away These words may all sound the same I have bled to death on every page Watch as my heart turns to stone Watch me die without hope I don't want to break your heart with mine Everything I know about life is a lie This is what I feared the most Wanting love but chasing ghosts And it won't matter when I forget your name You know exactly what I am And you know I love the pain Remember my words but forget my face Every fucking scar screams your name Remember my words but forget my face Every fucking scar screams your name Remember my words but forget my face Every fucking scar screams your name And it won't matter when I forget your name You know exactly what I am And you know I love the pain Remember my words but forget my face Every fucking scar screams your name And it won't matter when I forget your name You know exactly what I am And you know I love the pain Remember my words but forget my face Every fucking scar screams your name I have never felt so fucking numb In front of the mirror with a loaded gun Every word you read is stained in blood This gets sick, cause I'm mind fucked These words may all sound the same I have bled to death on every page Watch as my heart turns to stone Watch me die without hope Watch as my heart turn to stone Watch me die without hope And it won't matter when I forget your name You know exactly what I am And you know I love the pain Remember my words but forget my face Every fucking scar screams your name And it won't matter when I forget your name You know exactly what I am And you know I love the pain Remember my words but forget my face Every fucking scar screams your name