Stuck in the Suburbs

I set sail for certain disaster With every move I make the clock ticks faster But there's still so many places I'll never see And too many moments that I should have seized So when I'm laying on my deathbed Looking back at the life I've led Will I hold my head with pride Or will my shortcomings eat me up inside? There's gotta be more to life than paying bills and waiting to die I want to do more than just survive I wanna feel alive I'm looking back, looking back Back on everything I never did And all the things that I should have said I'm thinking back, thinking back Back to when I had a perfect shot but I didn't take it Was I too scared or just lazy? Either way my mistakes still haunt me Everyone else has it all figured out But I'm still stuck in the suburbs I've got too much time to ponder And as my thoughts race I start to wonder What I could have done differently And what caliber of man I'd be So I'll waste my breath on another distraction Anything to keep myself from self-reflection All I do is sit and complain As I watch all my best years circle the drain There's gotta be more to life than paying bills and waiting to die I want to do more than just survive I wanna feel alive I'm looking back, looking back Back on everything I never did And all the things that I should have said I'm thinking back, thinking back Back to when I had a perfect shot but I didn't take it Was I too scared or just lazy? Either way my mistakes still haunt me Everyone else has it all figured out But I'm still stuck in the suburbs (Stuck in the suburbs) (Stuck in the suburbs) (Stuck in the suburbs) (Stuck in the suburbs) (Stuck in the suburbs) (Stuck in the suburbs) (Stuck in the suburbs) (Stuck in the suburbs) (Stuck in the suburbs) (Stuck in the suburbs) (Stuck in the suburbs) Don't wanna lead a life so ordinary On the contrary I just wanna be able to say I spent my time Doing something worthwhile Don't wanna lead a life so ordinary On the contrary just I wanna be able to say I fully lived my life I'm looking back, looking back Back on everything I never did And all the things that I should have said I'm thinking back, thinking back Back to when I had a perfect shot but I didn't take it Was I too scared or just lazy? Either way my mistakes still haunt me Everyone else has it all figured out But I'm still stuck in the suburbs