Headache

Some days I'm narcissistic Some days I'm in my way Some days I try to speak with pins and needles in my brain Some days I feel sadistic, a portrait of my pain Some days I live in fear that I am every fucking thing I hate Shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up Shut up, shut up, shut up Shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up Shut up, shut up, shut up Follow me down, under the skin, I am doubt Feeding the flies in your mouth through my eyes I know that I'm gonna be fine Some days I feel addictive Some days I feel alone Some days I fear the worst in me is the best you'll ever know Some days I feel the static with every word I know Some days I feel like I just want to, want to slit a motherfucker's throat Shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up Shut up, shut up, shut up Shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up Shut up, shut up, shut up Follow me down, under the skin, I am doubt Feeding the flies in my mouth through my eyes I know that I'm gonna be fine Swallow the pain, selling my sorrow for shame Sanity circles the train with a smile I know that I'm gonna be fine I know that I'm gonna be fine I know that I'm gonna be fine I know that I'm gonna be fine Oh God, am I gonna be fine? Bright lights, am I dead or alive? So insane I'm losing my mind I made a deal with the devil inside Oh God, I'm gonna be fine (Go) Shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up (Go) Shut up, shut up, shut up (Go) Shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up (Go) Shut up, shut up, shut up Decay and follow me down, under the skin, I am doubt Feeding the flies in my mouth through my eyes I know that I'm gonna be fine I swallow the pain, selling my sorrow for shame Sanity circles the train with a smile I swear that I'm gonna be fine