Standing Still

I been rollin in my motherfuckin grave ya I wanna blank slate, been in a blank place Every name and face are erased When you realize this entire place is fake And don't nobody do it like me no I be in the scenes living dreams while they starvin Just another fucking gimmick or a product of marketing You think know but you don't really know I'm standing still again I'm standing still again I can see it I can see it in your eyes Moments like days Minutes like hours Caught in a wave of my self deprecating I'm still hating you Falling to pieces I can feel you lick my bones No one like you can see Stuck like a trance I'm not worth it Never perfect I'm still here You know you'll never deserve it So go and look in the mirror I'm standing still again I'm standing still again I be on the block taking verbal pot Shots at you punk fuckin mop lil bops This the Bleach Godd, Rollin on the top lil bitch check ya Fuckin tone cause I'm aiming for your throat Said we came to do this shit the right way Pile a couple dead bodies in my driveway 99 when I drive on the highway Fuck you, fuck life, eyes dilate Shut the fuck up I'm feeling empty inside Feeling this way all my life Can't see the difference the bullshit The sentence I live just to say I'm alive Feelin the pain I contain no Maintaining the feelings of hurting I'm desperately Dying to tell you I'm wasting and losing it All as the people that carried me pray that I fall So where the fuck are the rest at? Prime time, 3 stripes dressed all black Thinking we fell off, But this a verbal assault on all mothafuckas that's playin copycat Nobodies gonna eat till the king eats So you gon take a knee and kiss the fuckin ring Bringing the wave and watch them mothafuckas sink Poppin them shots you better not blink Stuck like a trance I'm not worth it Never perfect I'm still here You know you'll never deserve it So go and look in the mirror I'm standing still again I'm standing still again