Still Breathing?

My lungs will fill and then deflate But when i am with you I suffocate My demons are the things that I Hate Please save me before its too late My lungs will fill and then deflate In times of fear I suffocate My demons feed on my innocence Please save me before its... Forecast calls for the rainy weather In my head that feels like forever Shoot me even though I dont got Kevlar In the head or heart which evers clever If my body ever drop, tell my mama that I love her and im sorry For the drama, casuing problems, never solved them (Causing problems never solved them) I really dont know what is wrong with me Thinking a fantasy can be reality Im cryin now... babality Finish me now... Fatality Im done 'pretending', Try to mend the pieces that I found together It will not fix what I feel inside Been so alone for so long I really do think it is my time Hold my hand, one more time Before Im, 6 ft under And I wonder what I'd be if I didnt love ya Oh how I wonder, If anyone needs me Ill be right here, right where you left me Ill be right here, but nobody needs me Everythings spiraling outta control I hate that I hate you with all of my soul Thats just the way life goes Lil uzi vert with all the quotes Im losing hope Like where do I go My mind a drift Into frank ocean Double C's on my back Watch it I will attack, zodiac leo Yes thats a fact... That is a fact Opposite when i say im ok to my friends Im never ok but sads getting old I guess Social life one big mess I said Opposite when i say im ok to my friends Im never ok but sads gettin old I guess Social life one big mess My lungs will fill and then deflate But when i am with you I suffocate I hate it It reminds me Im alive