My Beautiful Cancer

She's been lost as she rearranges Her broken bones, her torn out pages She ran away with loneliness Made the same mistake as most of us She's been dreaming of hellish heavens Her perfect smile was made to get us She blurs the lines of elegance in ways In ways You beautiful cancer You look like you've had a fright Look what you've started We're melting with all the ice You're fading into the night My beautiful cancer My beautiful cancer We've been bleeding out, our lips are turning blue It's a big disgrace You've been growing from the ground I planted you In a nowhere place, With a pretty face You beautiful cancer You look like you've had a fright Just look what you've started We're melting with all the ice You're fading into the night My beautiful cancer My beautiful cancer If we lose our marbles but we navigate just so We can make safe passage toward wherever we may go And with that I will entrust you with my last goodbye