I used to be stuck, I used to live in my mind, burnin' from the pain inside

I used to wish I would die, did not wanna try to keep on being alive

I used to think I was better off dead, kept on believing the lies in my head

Now I'm glad that skin I've shed, you ain't help me, you don't get cred

Now they wanna ask where I'm at, when I was lost they ain't ask bout that

No love here, my heart's turned black, I was in defense, now I'm all attack

So if you want just let me go, I don't need to need to fuckin' know

Anything that you think 'bout me, it be too hard to let that shit go

19, in a nice scene, on the road to making my life dream

Not just a dream but everything I truly want and truly need

Fuck that workin' a job that doesn't do shit but fight the cause

That type of shit ain't worth the fall, I rather fall tryna get it all

Last year I was found by an angel, glad I didn't keep 'em a stranger

Glad that I let 'em inside, they helped me channel all of my anger

Help me escape from the danger that I made myself

You were the crack in my shell, made me feel what I never felt

I'm not lost but I been losing my way, lately I been living life sideways

I don't wanna live unless it's my way, I only can listen to what I say

I used to think I didn't need you but there's no other girl that can be you

You're the only one that isn't see through

Swear I wouldn't mind living life with just me and you