With a pit in my stomach and my heart on my sleeve I stumbled in and chose a back row seat

Heard all your words, trembled at your prayers. Something brought me back to these rooms, these chairs

And I would learn in months to come that no human force could make up this sum

I'm getting off that kerosene

Someone give me nicotine, oh

Met a man, came from the east, I let him talk his wisdom right past me

And in the exchange he opened his hand; a token and the love of a bigger man

I saw who I want to be. God bless them change me

I'm getting off that kerosene

Someone give me nicotine, oh

I remember the days when I was young enough to still believe this is fun

Dozing off in the afternoon. Wake up 5 years later in this room

I would have ran my legs to death. Then dragged myself along on my chest

I'm getting of that kerosene long enough to make me believe I'm fine

I need a plan. Help me see

Someone give me some nicotine, oh

Nicotine. Nicotine