Watching It All Disappear

I watch the tears fall down All I see now is my pain A pale face reflects in the mirror Watching it all disappear Time flows but no one calls To see if I'm here, still waiting... Watching it all disappear Time has spoken Skin fades to pale grey Days, turn to years Ticking... watching it all disappear I close my eyes but I still see The dark past that haunts my sleep Why can't they leave me alone I want it all to disappear - from memory... Want it all to disappear I still see their shapes Shadows that can't be defined Turning around in circles Broken... watching it all disappear Diving deep into forever Trying to keep this evil away To survive and carry on to the next day Destroy this destructive instinct Why can't they leave me alone Why - to live on this empty void WHY! WAIT! NO ONE! CARES! Why can't they leave me alone Why - to return for another day Diving deep into forever Trying to keep this evil away To survive and carry on to the next day Destroy this destructive instinct Watching it all disappear Time has spoken Skin fades to pale grey Days, turn to years Ticking... watching it all disappear ...want it all to disappear I still see their shapes Shadows that can't be defined Turning around in circles Broken... watching it all disappear Taste this fragile piece of mind And watch it fade to grey If I could trade this pain away For only one day...