Day Dream

Diving off the deep end There ain't no time for you to save me Feel like I'm always on the defense I've been living in a day dream Standing on the edge Trying to pretend My heart's full but it ain't true Shortness in my breath Walls are closing in I'm running from my issues Never wanted to hurt you But its hard when I feel like I'm drowning Stuck in a room empty faces surround me surrounded Never thought we would end up as strangers Don't it feel so wrong But I can't stay much longer My soul is already so torn I'm empty inside Losing my balance I'm standing broken Consumed with silence Numb to the pain I can't feel so I fake it I'm running in place so I still can't escape it Diving off the deep end There ain't no time for you to save me Feel like I'm always on the defense I've been living in a day dream Standing on the edge Trying to pretend My heart's full but it ain't true Shortness in my breath Walls are closing in I'm running from my issues Trapped in my thoughts I can't manage the guilt All my troubles I like to conceal I'm not asking for you to be my savior But its getting harder to stay sober Heaviness in my chest Always feel like I'm second best Here I am I came undressed Cause pleasing you never takes a day of rest Can't you see Take a moment look at me I'm on my knees Begging God for mercy Even He can't hear my cries Now your staring into empty eyes Diving off the deep end There ain't no time for you to save me Feel like I'm always on the defense I've been living in a day dream Standing on the edge Trying to pretend My heart's full but it ain't true Shortness in my breath Walls are closing in I'm running from my issues