Mzry

All along I was scared to breathe So afraid that the world was gonna leave me behind In the dark, I refused to see That I was barely alive It's such a bitter pill to swallow But I learned to call it reality I didn't wanna wake up, I didn't wanna wake up I didn't wanna wake up and miss the misery All along I refused to believe Paranoid that my fear already left me to die In the end, when I stopped, I could see That I was feeding the lie Caught in between another time and place When no one cared to know my name Feels like it's never enough When is it ever enough? I build it up just to tear it back down again Fighting fate only to surrender, only to surrender I'm the worst at letting go To the scars I loved the most Will they bury me, bury me now? Running from the worst in me Left me broken, wondering Will they bury me, bury me now? It's such a bitter pill to swallow But I learned to call it reality I didn't wanna wake up, I didn't wanna wake up I didn't wanna wake up It's such a bitter pill to swallow But I learned to call it reality I didn't wanna wake up, I didn't wanna wake up I didn't wanna wake up and miss the misery I hold the key to escaping my reality I hold the key to creating my identity I build it up just to tear it back down again Fighting fate only to surrender, only to surrender I'm the worst at letting go To the scars I loved the most Will they bury me, bury me now? Running from the worst in me Left me broke and wondering Will they bury me, bury me now? Will they bury me, bury me now? They won't bury me, bury me now