Now we can build upon

Lately, all my dreams seem like they are real

I think the days are starting to reveal themselves to me now

I live in constant distrust of myself

So if you ask me how I am, believe me when I say I don’t know

Lessons we’ve kept from playing this game will dissolve into the stars, along with the monuments we’ve saved

Yet you look to me like I don’t know you

Wear that person suit and let it fucking float you

For if you knew what I knew today, you’d be swept into the undertow all the fucking same

Unshackle this guilt, and let the world see me

Suffering ingrained, it’s gotta count for something

Tell me it counts for something?

I may look fine on the outside, like I've got the whole world in front of me

The truth is I was counting down the days until I’d no longer breathe

Release me from this carousel of fleeting thoughts

Something has to change

And we’re all going nowhere pretty fast

No one's saying what they really mean anymore, but their eyes give all the answers

And all I want to say is that I’m scared, and I don’t know why we’re here, and I don’t know what to do, but I know that I don’t wanna die

All I know is that I’ve found something that makes me feel alive

I see the mountain and I calculate the distance

I see the sunrise, I calculate the risk

I know that I must survive

But what if we were wrong?

And soon I won’t have a choice, I’m pressing my finger on the switch

How much more pressure before it clicks?