Madness

I really don't know how to handle this I've no words to set things right And you are gone from me So it's your ghost that I'll be speaking with tonight Sometimes I'm angry at the way you left And so I hiss and stamp my feet But mostly I Can't stand to think you lost your faith in me I'm no hero who can remedy this madness The world outside Will always throw your way And I don't know what to do about this Cause all I'd ever wanted for you Were endless happy days But you'll never know If I'm damned to sit here talking to your ghost What is that you think I'll do to you If you should wander back to me? Build myself a throne and watch As you struggle to proclaim your purity? But it's not some worship that I craved from you And it's not some vision that we shared Oh it's the way you held me hard When "I love you" lacked the stuff to show you cared I don't think I was some monster bringing madness To confuse you on your route To sit in judgement, or impede And I don't know what to do about this Cause all I'd ever want's To fuel your dreams and let them breed It's what I want most And if you don't believe me You can ask your ghost Think I'm losing my mind Think I'm losing my mind Oh this loneliness begins to feel like madness Cause here I am again Believing you are here And I don't know what to do about this This ghost of you's become to me The thing I hold most dear I should let it go It's not really you I know But the madness moves me so There is danger Just outside my cave I could be left out there Naked in the cold Oh but whether I am Loving or insane A part of me believes That I can call you home So I'll shout out my location To the heavens Shout it every night I'm out here on my own So if by chance An echo of it moves you Wander to these arms That are your's alone I sit here waiting On the White cliffs of Dover For you Never knowing where you've gone I sit here waiting On the White cliffs of Dover For you Hoping you will hear my song I sit here waiting On the White cliffs of Dover For you Never knowing what went wrong I sit here waiting On the White cliffs of Dover For you Hoping you will hear my song