First Fast Last

First drag of cigarettes light up my veins Smoke out the crazy make me more sane Bridle my worry with dizzy dismay Drown me in liver pool tidal waves Fast drag of cigarettes take me from home Slow dive the waterfall crack all my bones Last night's disaster put up a fight Record store jazz made me feel more alive The worry I live in isn't my choice Neither are the voices that call me a boy From the ashes I see a light Soak all I can before I go blind Last drag of cigarettes carry me home Summer weak moonlight is burning low The kids on the merry go are making me cry They're going in circles, we're all gonna die The world I live in isn't my choice Neither are the voices that call me a boy From the ashes I see a light Soak all I can before I go blind The life I was given wasn't my choice Neither were vices that kept me a boy From the ashes I see a light Soak all you can before you go