Disappointment Daughter

I'm struggling to wake from this painful nightmare I'm struggling to eat like a human being An eating disorder, disappointment daughter You're such a heavy weight on my shoulder One pill everyday and I'll be okay Missed another Tuesday, hoping I can Wednesday Feeling like it's all a dream, leaving without any means Dying in my dud deeds, lying in a bed of dreams Love involves acceptance of the inexorability of law Love involves acceptance of the inexorability of law What does this mean What does this mean What does this mean What does this mean Feeling so tired and empty Ever since you got up and left me I can't eat a fucking thing Ears are starting to ring A house full of love, the ceilings above Push down on my back, until I lay flat Deeper I go into the abyss Falling asleep while writing this... sleep Love involves acceptance of the inexorability of law Love involves acceptance of the inexorability of law Love involves acceptance of the inexorability of law Love involves acceptance of the inexorability of law What does this mean What does this mean What does this mean What does this mean What does this mean What does this mean What does this mean What does this mean Love involves acceptance of the inexorability of law Love involves acceptance of the inexorability of law Love involves acceptance of the inexorability of law Love involves acceptance of the inexorability of law What does this mean What does this mean What does this mean What does this mean What does this mean What does this mean What does this mean What does this mean