Frozen in Time

I don't understand Just why I had to go and Screw up the master plan Everything seemed so clear Now a year has come and gone And I'm still sitting here I was focused on a dream Worked so hard every night and day Too many dark hearts at play Stumbling, tired and confused This is what I call myself What more is there to loose? Standing up after the crash It's hard, so hard to get back Leaves keep fallin', birds callin' World keeps spinning round and round But I sit here frozen in time The rest of the world keeps flying by Wind keeps blowin', rain falls The world's too loud to hear my call s Gotta keep pushing, find my time Walk towards the bright line Wake up, gotta wake up Glad I opened up my eyes Stopped telling all these lies Change is all I feel Longtime overdue now But change is never free It took me by surprise Now that I have paid the price What more is left of me? I abandoned the beaten path I see the horizon now Fighting my way back Don't watch me go away Don't watch me fall I've got another way To make it back Leaves keep fallin', birds callin' The world keeps spinning round and round But I sit here frozen in time The rest of the world keeps flying by Winds keeps blowin', rain still falls The world's too loud to hear my calls Gotta keep pushing, find my time Walk towards the bright line