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White Sheep
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White Sheep was released on July 26, 2019 by Big Scary Monsters as a part of the album I Spent the Winter Writing Songs About Getting Better
ReleasedJuly 26, 2019
LabelBig Scary Monsters
LanguageEnglish
BPM82
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy

Lyrics

I hate my family
I fucking hate my name
I hate that my earliest memories were pretending to be okay
I don't think there was a single time I felt like one of you
Or a single problem where I felt like I could confide in you too
Or a single lesson I learned by doing what you'd do
When you hear this you'll call me ungrateful but mom it's true
I hate my family
I fucking hate my name
I hate that my teenage years
were spent being visibly not okay
Couldn't afford a plane ticket when I thought Tiffany was dead
But you bought a dog and a pool instead
I hate that I never got my apology
Oh brother, I hate your temper
It's been plaguing me as far back as I can remember
I don't ever know what to say to you
They say you don't have to like your family, you just have to love them
But I'm not sure that's true
I hate my family
I fucking hate my name
I hate that, to be myself, I had to move 1000 miles away
I say I hate talking on the phone
But I just hate talking to you
I don't know what to do
I hate myself for feeling this way
If my dad showed me anything it's that anyone can change
He went from always angry and smoking a pack a day
To calling me up to say he's proud of the life that I made
Do I hate my family?
Do I hate my name?
Sometimes I forget that they're people too
And that they had 3 kids at my age
Yeah, your parents can burn bridges and break your heart before anyone else
But I don't think that bridge is broken
It just needs some TLC and help
Its daunting and could be pointless but it's a necessary task
I just have to learn how to ask
Written by: Proper.
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