Older Than Me

That was a fun week we had, it was bad timing that's all Your world came crashing down so suddenly And I know I'm not really relevant but I felt a connection with the alcohol You said I came out of left field for you Don't tell me what to think Don't tell me what I should be worrying about Because last time I checked you're not the only one who's allowed to play house I'm not here for your entertainment I'm not something you can choose you want to handle or not I'm not a careless younger version of you who you can block so that you don't get caught And I know you haven't slept next to a body in a while You got me living in a fantasy where you would never be seen with me You've got me fantasizing about spending the rest of our lives alone on a beach And you're the one who said you didn't want me to stop talking to you But I find it hard to stay away from sticky situations I find it hard to shy away from total fucked up relations You and me, could, would we be some kind of messy long vacation I'm not here for your entertainment I'm not something you can choose you want to handle or not I'm not a careless younger version of you who you can block so that you don't get caught And I know I'm only 24 years old But you set yourself up for this Do you think it's not just as confusing for me You created an obstacle to beat You invented a game just for me You can't claim a monopoly on being messed up Can't you tell that I'm lonely Just because you're older than me Doesn't mean I'm not lonely Just because you're older than me Doesn't mean I'm not lonely