Deep Sea Diver

This song is dedicated To my anxiety You know I had to make it And get it out of me Holdin' on to the side of my bed I paint the walls in my head red Nothing feels right nothing feels left That's ok I'm ambidextrous I'm ambidextrous Always feels so good when you wanna let go Staring at the bottom of a swimming pool Used to be a deep-sea diver in my mind Now I'm just a late-night crier It's alri-ight Bad thoughts come into my mind at night Bad thoughts make me want to quit this fight Still I'm holdin' on For dear life Know I made it when they Flash those flash those Lights Grab the pen make a note at ten It says be nice to yourself again No nothin' feels good nothin' feels best That's ok I'm getting out of bed At least I'm getting out of bed Always feels so good when you wanna let go Staring at the bottom of a swimming pool Used to be a deep-sea diver in my mind Now I'm just a late-night crier It's alri-ight Bad thoughts come into my mind at night Bad thoughts make me want to quit this fight Still I'm holdin' on For dear life Know I made it when they Flash those flash those When they flash those lights In my eyes Feel it burnin' bright I made it out alive Deep-sea divin' Like I was when I was five And I just keep on tryin' Hold my breath I'm still alive Deep-sea divin' And I can't make up my mind Cuz I lost and I found it At the same damn time Bad thoughts come into my mind at night Bad thoughts make me want to quit this fight Still I'm holdin' on For dear life Know I made it when they Flash those flash those Bad thoughts Bad thoughts