Lifebuoy

I'm walking in my sleep Burning every bridge I meet This wine tastes awfully cheap But I like the way it fills me You can hope I'm better but you know me I've been feeling as though I'm breathing but I never feel I'm living Throw me over the ledge and I drink to forget that I will never get back If it's numbing then I'll take that To fill the joy that I lack If you show me the way Then maybe I can swim again Now I'm drowning, I'm drowning, and I will never get back Gained another day But I woke up far from your bed I try so hard to change But fast highs pull me right back You can sit and watch me throw my life away Baby I know I am hopeless I'm breathing but I never feel I'm living Another one won't hurt, right? I drink to forget that I will never get back If it's numbing then I'll take that To fill the joy that I lack If you show me the way Then maybe I can swim again Now I'm drowning, I'm drowning, and I will never get back I drink to forget that I will never get back If it's numbing then I'll take that To fill the joy that I lack If you show me the way Then maybe I can swim again Now I'm drowning, I'm drowning, and I will never get back