Alvarado

The odds always drop to zero When you stay out too late on Alvarado Talking to a lesbian about the birds and the bees She says loves not singular it moves freely Now she rests her head on my chest As we lie on some strangers bed She's racking lines on the vanity I got a dime bag taking bumps off of my key I'm grinding down my teeth And I swear I'm better than I look baby please don't worry And I'm just working some shit out I'm just stuck here for a little bit now Doc says she's got six months to live And she's refusing the treatment She went and sold her engagement ring To pay for some Malibu spiritual retreat She's at peace when her bodies attacked Because fighting back is time she won't get back But her husband can't deal with death Its another broken heart that won't mend She looks at their kids and says I swear I'm better than I look Baby please don't worry And I'm just working some shit out I'm just stuck here for a little bit now I'm an hourglass, losing sand, way too fast, some thorns still in my back I'm a goodbye kiss, a little bliss, then my spine twists, the consequence as I shape shift Maybe I'm a cacoon, flowers in bloom, a blood moon, a romantic afternoon I'm astrology, a tarot read, cards up my sleeve, c'est la vie