Hide My Bottles Under My Bed

Hide my bottles under the bed How much more can you take I'll be gone when she wake All my scripts starting to complicate Feel sick all the time But at least i'm still alive (I'm still alive) I feel you're trying to ask what's wrong Feel empty inside like i'm losing my mind Only things that I gave up could make me feel fine Got half a mind to go pick up, but now I've got half a mind (Got half a mind) Nightmares every night about just getting too high But I fantasize about it all the fucking time Thinking about every damn line but that's just life (That's just life) Take the old pictures of me down off the walls (down off the walls) Cant look myself in the mirror without feeling shame I'm ashamed (oh i'm ashamed) Smile in every photo when I was young with my friends I used to have fun with my friends Everyone moved on, but everything good comes to an end Hide all of my bottles under the bed How much more can you take I'll be gone when she wake (When she wakes) All my scripts starting to complicate (Complicate) I feel sick all the time But at least i'm still alive Thought I was flying I was falling instead Sleeping throughout the day I played my life like a game Felt I found love I found the devil instead The feeling I always looked for (That I always looked for) I cant feel good anymore