Only One

Am I the only one in my position? I can't help I wore the weight upon my knees Now I can't look back at the deposition That is standing in a white dress in front of me I look to my brother, He looks so happy I don't think he knows that, this is the last he'll see of me Thought I knew better But you knew best Yeah I might have wasted time but I was having fun Then you pull me close to me Try to remind myself to breath Then there's a punch into my gut Said you're the only one Am I the only one who needs permission? Do what I want til you tell me no I never saw the dirt of the opposition As an opportunity to grow I look to my mother she looks so happy I don't think she knows that, this is the last she'll see of me Thought I knew better But you knew best Yeah I might have wasted time but I was having fun Then you pull me close to me Try to remind myself to breath Then there's a punch into my gut Said you're the only one I see no point in tradition If we do things the same How can we tell when we've changed? I think I fell in love with the repetition Of the way you shake your head when you say my name I look to my lover She looks to happy Too often I wonder If she can do the same for me Thought I knew better But you knew best Yeah I might have wasted time but I was having fun Then you pull me close to me Try to remind myself to breath Then there's a punch into my gut Said you're the only one