Hesitations

Self deprecation's the common tongue In the songs I sing and the way I love And I've been burned before And his words, they did scar But the cause of my death Is the weight of my heart So God I hope you never want me I'm so used to being alone Things that matter go so easy Please don't ever trust me with those Darling I broke everything that we had Let the car slide out on the ice that was black And a common mistake when I'm playing with knives Is trusting me say It won't happen next time And old habits do die so hard Choke on lies I'm in the dark Hesitations make most sense When history's been devil sent And history's been devil sent So God I hope you never want me I'm so used to being alone Things that matter go so easy Please don't ever trust me with those God I hope you never need me I'm alone most every night Don't reach out, just please believe me It's a waste of both of our time