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I don't wanna get drunk, I don't wanna sleep I just wanna lie down in bed right next to me And tell myself it's okay, not to always run away Tell myself it's okay I don't gotta be numb, when I wanna speak I could let my feelings out without the need To always want a harder way Let me know that there's no shame That there's no shame Magazines, social media, liquor All the drugs and the games make us sicker Too much time spent staring in the mirror I wanna be what you want I wanna not give a fuck I wish I could show me love I'm gonna pull me closer I wanna win me over I don't wanna need someone To validate what I've done I wish I could love me like them I'm gonna pull me closer I wanna win you over Learning to ignore me, when it gets hard When I fall down, wanna fall into my arms Catch myself before I break and wrap me in a warm embrace Wrap me in a warm embrace Getting all dressed up to stare myself down Biting my tongue so the words won't come out Wish I could be nicer 'cause I don't wanna fight her I don't wanna fight her Magazines, social media, liquor All the drugs and the games make us sicker Too much time spent staring in the mirror I wanna be what you want I wanna not give a fuck I wish I could show me love I'm gonna pull me closer I wanna win you over I don't wanna need someone To validate what I've done I wish I could love me like them I'm gonna pull me closer I wanna win you over (I wanna win) (I wanna win you over) (I wanna be what you want) I wanna be what you want (I wanna be what you want) I wanna not give a fuck (I wanna not give a fuck) I wish I could show me love (I wish I could) I'm gonna pull me closer I wanna win you over I don't wanna need someone To validate what I've done I wish I could love me like them I'm gonna pull me closer I wanna win you over