Golden Years

I find that they always change Never what you thought they were Time will only make them strange Until it's all one big blur And now I'm crying out for help And I'm trying to be myself But this pain is all I can feel (And I don't know what to do) Yeah I don't know what to do I don't know what to say to you You played me like a fucking fool I don't know how we made it through You tied me down and cut me loose And now I'm talking to myself And I'm worried 'bout my health But I don't know what to do Yeah I don't know what to do When you walked out my front door Left when you said you would stay Still trying to get up off the floor Things will never be the same And I've been in and out of hell Still I really hope your well But it's hard to know what is real (And I don't know what to do) Yeah I don't know what to do I don't know what to say to you You played me like a fucking fool I don't know how we made it through You tied me down and cut me loose And now I'm talking to myself And I'm worried 'bout my health But I don't know what to do Yeah I don't know what to do We fight again and again don't know what to say to you Stuck on rewind just so we can play it through (What to do) Back where we ended I was not offended Do you know love I know that you say you do? (What to do) Now I've ascended I'm at greater heights All on my lonesome I'm making a life (What to do) All of a sudden I'm falling so rapidly Circles my soul, like she's got a map of me (What to do) They see anthill, I see a mountain Their minds are in landfill, I'm no longer doubting (What to do) I'm feeling the truth, I tried to resist It's no longer use, I'm not calling it quits (What to do) You are too cute, and your thoughts are a luxury Eating you up, but there is no cutlery (What to do) You got all of me, I want some of you, so tell me What to do (What to do)