Heaven Only Knows

Heaven only knows, Heaven only knows Heaven only knows, Heaven only knows Heaven only knows, Heaven only knows Heaven only knows, Heaven only knows This struggles real its intense I feel it crushing me I come up just to catch a breath Please help me Lord I'm suffocating Just made it through one battle While the next one's right there waiting Troubles hit on every side Outward conflicts fears try to take me I know you know all things and see it all Straight from your throne The darkness is like light to you Nothings hidden my hearts exposed You search the depth of me The tears I cried you wept with me The beauty of my pain you sympathize Without my explanation Constantly contemplations Running through my mind sprint racing Flesh and Spirit war against each other I fight in your strength Satan can't overtake me Plead the Blood of Christ my Savior Persevering moving forward Could care less what people think You knew this day would come I'm looking strange and feeling dumb You say count it all joy through trials Please help me Lord to not give up Whom shall I turn? Where shall I go? There is no other Yah My soul it longs and craves your Word A confirmation from above The enemy's temptations Trying to use all kinds of bait Fruits of deception, worldly gain But nothing compares to your love I cast my cares on you I have my being live and move I'll wait on you to see me through Your Will be done my wills removed Heaven only knows, heaven only knows Heaven only knows, heaven only knows Heaven only knows, heaven only knows Heaven only knows, heaven only knows A lonely outcast some left me they departed Temporary sufferings Don't compare to Your Promise I labor for the harvest All may turn their backs on me, laugh at me Twists facts on me Because Your Message that I preach Some think I'm doing this To make a name for myself Little do they know I've been poured out more times Than I've been filled Still like Paul I could go on, but I'll only boast in you This ain't all glitz and glamour There's sufferings and persecutions Sometimes I feel so useless Wasting my time doing this The enemy stands front and center Wanting me to call it quits But who am I to stop It wasn't me that started this I prayed a prayer I asked your will You handed me my part to live No Lord I'm not ungrateful When I'm faithless you are Faithful Help my unbelief Not to be moved by what I hear or see Holy Spirit take the lead Guide and move direct my feet Let all I do and all I say be only for Your Glory You know the details of my heart Sometimes I feel weighed down Looks like nothing's happening Still I'm going to stay devout Regardless what I'm facing now Take these troubles, fears and doubts Guard my heart, mind and mouth I need You Lord day in day out No facades, no mask Can hide from your sight You examine the heart You know the desires You see beyond the fleshly attire While man only looks through the lens of his eyes Heaven only knows, Heaven only knows Heaven only knows, heaven only knows Heaven only knows, heaven only knows Heaven only knows, heaven only knows Heaven only knows, heaven only knows