I Wish I Had the Courage to Tell You This Sooner

Let me go Because everything feels like I'm breathing under water With you holding my head beneath the current Every single breath of oxygen was Torn away in front of me that night Now you lay here next to me Your intents so loud and clear Yet I lie here with you, frozen solid Afraid to make a sound And when we talk about last night You'll speak only of yourself And you'll ask forgiveness For your ambitious actions that you dealt Break me down and I will build myself back up You're the reason I fell so hard but I Crawled myself out of this mess you made Now I'm the reason for your desperate love sick ending I guess I'm the reason Now I'm scarred and can't think straight And my body's stuck in place Your harsh words are piercing straight to my head I struggle to fight back And darling I'm afraid that this situation is more than I can handle Our last conversation; your desperation, to try and start things over Break me down and I will build myself back up You're the reason I fell so hard but I Crawled myself out of this mess you made Now I'm the reason for your desperate love sick ending I tried to shut you out But I'm still shaking at the thought Shaken by your hands You've taken everything I Worked so hard to find You left me speechless left me Choking on my words Just let me go so I can sleep in peace Break me down and I will build myself back up You're the reason I fell so hard but I Crawled myself out of this mess you made I'm not the reason for your desperate love stricken ending