Agony

Fighting for nothing, Aiming for anything but Hopeless and faithless I find myself again This place is so cold Just like my father's warm hugs It's overdue... I am aware To try to make amends But confidence is dead Candlelight faded away a long, long time ago Yet no God has led me to a clear and quiet road Still I hear the screams and suffering of my past lives Keep telling me to stay the hell out of my mind Searching for answers They swear they have a clue I just stopped asking I had to find my own truth Taking all these pills The only way to subsist I cannot keep the way I live My lungs are failing I can't breathe I'm on my knees Candle light faded away a long, long time ago Yet no God has led me to a clear and quiet road Lying on the floor losing my sight it's now my time A scarlet light arose and covered me with fire No podéis comprar la salvación; no podéis ganar la rectitud No seréis salvados porque viváis una vida recta, Sino que viviréis una vida recta porque ya habéis sido salvados No dudes del poder amante de mi Padre, Sino tan solo de la sinceridad y alcance de tu fe. Para el que cree de veras, todo es posible. What's this epiphany? I've always felt empty with these beliefs Facts changed at their will Thus we could be controlled You punish me if I don't follow the rules Can you fit all this in perfection? Death has come to me and made me see the darkest night Suffocation's nothing compared to its evil wrath Suddenly epiphanies destroyed the wicked knight I started to believe and chose to live my life