Even Though I Live, I Don't Feel Alive

Even though I live, I don't feel alive Even if I die, you still gon' see me rise Take a breath, no more stress Sick of living, seeking death I can't rest, no depressed I'm no longer feeling blessed Rest in peace to all the ones that murder me Fuck, the thought of failure, don't occur to me Told my friends I made it, now they corner me Burn down all my bridges 'fore they burning me I don't wanna wake up anymore I don't wanna wake up anymore I don't wanna wake up anymore I don't wanna wake up And I'ma rise just to show 'em that the kid is not the same All the money in the bank don't even change a damn thing Still depressed Still been popping pills to deal with all this stress Still on meds I just want out of this Goddamn place, yeah It's so hard to try when everything is dying I remember times when I could breathe Vultures always prying At my skin, I'm crying It's so terrifying I barely see the daylight Sleep during the day time Days blend to the same night I don't even go outside, no And I don't wanna wake up Ever since I came up I can not relate to no one now