everyday

Don't really know what I'm gonna do today Get fucked up, smoke a cigarette And waste my life away My friends, they don't wanna see me They're too busy's what they say But I'm probably gonna do the same thing I do everyday I do it everyday I never went to prom cause I didn't care I never felt good in the clothes I wear Yeah, I wasn't stable enough to let in love I had feelings I didn't share I always fucked up everyday at school I never fit in 'cause I wasn't cool Yeah, I didn't look the part and so I fell apart And started breaking all the rules I didn't reach out 'cause no one was there I didn't drop out 'cause I was unaware School doesn't do anything It don't mean anything No one even knew I was there And graduation wasn't fun Just a slap in the face for what I've become They say, "you're gonna miss those days" But I don't miss those days Who even said that anyway? I don't really know what I'm gonna do today Get fucked up, smoke a cigarette And waste my life away My friends, they don't wanna see me They're too busy's what they say But I'm probably gonna do the same thing I do everyday 'Cause I do it everyday It's a vicious cycle I can't crack I get kicked down, then I'm on my back I know I wanna get back up I wanna suck it up, I want my life to be on track I suffered for a really long time Thought my whole life belonged online And I was never feeling great And so I'd medicate And then pretend that I was fine But I'm really tired, yeah Yeah, I'm really tired now I don't know why, no I don't know why I'm feeling down I'm really trying, yeah I'm, I'm really trying now I've walked through fires, yeah I'm trying to find my higher ground And I don't know what I'll do today Maybe I'll get fucked up, smoke a cigarette And waste my life away I guess my friends don't wanna see me They're so busy, that's what they say But I'm probably gonna do the same thing I do everyday 'Cause I do it everyday Yeah, I'm probably gonna do the same thing I do everyday 'Cause I do it everyday