I don’t really wanna text you back

It’s four a.m.

My brain has been shut down

The room is spinning around

“No, I don’t wanna FaceTime either, it’s 4 am”

Ah fuck

Lying in bed

I’m not thinking anything so don’t ask me what I’m thinking

Just tryna be your friend

I don’t think that it’s a good call

We will have nothing at all

So don’t even try to lure in my heart

Don’t fall in love with me

I don’t wanna be in love

I’ve been hurt so many times

Just in it for a good time

Not in it for a long time

So please understand, my friend

Sorry if I had too much to drink

I’m telling you this cause I think you deserve it

My heart has been cut in pieces that won’t heal up on their own I’m flawed in my soul

Don’t you dare

Feel sorry for me

Getting out of bed

The water that I’m chugging in feels like lemon flavored gin

Just get outta my head

Why am I thinking about you

We will have nothing at all

So don’t even try to lure in my heart

Don’t fall in love with me

I don’t wanna be in love

I’ve been hurt so many times

Maybe this is not a good time

Haven’t felt this in a long time

So please understand, my friend

So please understand