I'm writing you to prove to you that I've changed

My head is filled with haze

I'm trying to see through the walls I put up to cover up my persistence so I'm keeping the distance

So I'm writing this letter, pushing pen to the paper

I could say I've been better and with you I feel safer

All these thoughts I've been dreading I'm losing my time, in search for some distance I'm losing my mind

I'm cracking from pressure weighing down on my shoulders

Pushing words through my fingers grasping on to what lingers

Thoughts provoked by some shivers running down past my liver

A shattered spine in the middle, rib cage wearing weaker

Every word sketching my fragile bones while I sit here and scream alone

I'm sorry I wasn't everything that you had hoped for

Would it be enough to call your phone and tell you all the things I should've shown?

I'm writing you, to prove to you

I'm cracking from pressure weighing down on my shoulders

Pushing words through my fingers grasping on to what lingers

Thoughts provoked by some shivers running down past my liver

A shattered spine in the middle, rib cage wearing weaker

I'm cracking from pressure weighing down on my shoulders

Pushing words through my fingers grasping on to what lingers

Thoughts provoked by some shivers running down past my liver

A shattered spine in the middle, rib cage wearing weaker