And I Feel...

Will you, see me falling again? Will you, hear me crying out for help? Breed me, free me from these chains, I plead escape Watch me as I ghost myself away Love me, haunt me You hate and want me I'm trapped in a house of childhood dreams It seems I'm just a memory Toy me, control me Reach me, avoid me Some poison thoughts, black raindrops Leave no words to say... I left myself out the door And placed my head on the floor It's cold and it's dawning Emotions are calling I am the sun that fails to light the day And I feel... lost and afraid And I fear... I will never find a way... Mirror, I feel I have lost the face to smile So will you, teach me how to leave and free the child That dwells in my mind like a virus in disguise Latently, infecting all my life Just a lie I left myself out the door And placed my head on the floor It's cold and it's dawning Emotions are crawling I am the son that fails to right the day And I feel... lost and afraid And I fear... I'll never find the way And I feel... alone and ashamed And I feel... I left my head out the door And placed myself on the floor I'm cold and it's dawning Emotions a thrall and I'm the sun that failed to light the day And I feel...