I want you to hear this, remember all my words. I'm left here on the floor, broken and hurt. You were my friend, I let you in, but now you're gone, it's just me again. I hate myself for bringing you here. My face is left, covered in tears. How could I do this to myself, yet again? I lied to myself, believed we were more than friends, deep down I knew this would end, now I'm blaming myself. Now I take this razor blade, hoping to numb my pain, realizing in the end, that I Hate Myself. In my sick way I want to thank you, you've shown me the light. Helped me realize, it's not my fight. Why did I let you in that night? Remembering the times we had, wishing I never let you in. But you played me, but you played me. You think you're smarted than me, we know you'll never be. But now you're gone, it's just me again. I hate myself for bringing you here. My face is left covered in tears. How'd I do this to myself, yet again? I'll never let this go. Never again. I won't pretend. I won't give in. I won't give in. I lied to myself, believed we were more than friends. Deep down I knew this would end. Now I'm blaming you. Now I take this razor blade, hoping to numb your pain. So I take this razor blade, and push it into your veins.