Clockwork

I'm packing all my meds for the issues I've created I'm ranting in my head because I'm feeling kinda jaded The list goes on and on and on and on I'm turning off my brain for the sake of feeling happy I'm staring at the screen because I can't shake back my memory The list goes on and on and on and on Help me I've been jumping headfirst into fear like clockwork God I hope this doesn't mean I'm growing up now Help me I've been jumping headfirst into fear like clockwork God I hope this doesn't mean I'm growing up now Oh god I lost my keys do you remember where we went? I walked down like every street and I haven't found them yet The list goes on and on and on and on Help me I've been jumping headfirst into fear like clockwork God I hope this doesn't mean I'm growing up now Help me I've been jumping headfirst into fear like clockwork God I hope this doesn't mean I'm growing up now None of this is gonna last forever This is not the only path that I can take Now I know I'm gonna pull together Though I'm running in the dark I'm not afraid None of this is gonna last forever This is not the only path that I can take Now I know I'm gonna pull together Though I'm running in the dark I'm not afraid Help me I've been jumping headfirst into fear like clockwork God I hope this doesn't mean I'm growing up now Help me I've been jumping headfirst into fear like clockwork God I hope this doesn't mean (doesn't mean) I'm growing up now Whoa-oh-oh-oh-oh Whoa-oh-oh-oh-oh I hope this doesn't mean I'm growing up!