Illusion of Hope

Goddamnit, I woke up again Time to crawl out of bed, let the nightmare begin Thoughts of death are hard to ignore When every single day is worse than the day before Happiness does not exist, an illusion of hope inside my mind Happiness does not exist, it is something that I will never find Outta control, my life's a total wreck Another day older, falling further into debt I'm in a state of desolation Completely paranoid, I cant trust anyone So this is all I get? Broken dreams and life full of constant shit Hating every minute staring at the clock Anxiety building up, about to fucking pop Waiting till my body turns cold and my heartbeat finally stops