Two Little Lines

Shit, shit, shit, shit I know that swearing isn't helping it But fuck I've had enough, this waiting isn't getting better I'm sweating and I'm shaking and I'm dreading this mistake I can't pretend I'm dreaming when I feel so damn awake So I'll close my eyes and I'll count to five and I'll use that time to remind me Of things to keep my mind at ease like friends and school and family My family, what will they think of me? I don't know where I'm going But these results better start showing Take a moment, relax, try to inhale And imagine that everything's fine Before you notice your life start to derail Just remember the future's still bright So I'll give what I got whether they like it or not I'm not changing the plot to my story I've got brains, I've got heart, and I've got plenty of time So why should I be scared of two little lines There's a ring around that tub, this bathroom sure needs scrubbing Look at that toilet brush just sitting in that scum Anything to take my mind off this 'cause more than likely if it's positive I'll never face the world, I'll make this bathroom my new home I don't know where I'm going, so much for all I know Take a moment, relax, try to inhale And imagine that everything's fine Before you notice your life start to derail Just remember the future's still bright So I'll give what I got whether they like it or not I'm not changing the plot to my story I've got brains, I've got heart, and I've got plenty of time So why should I be scared of two little lines This is the last thing that I want The last thing that I need And I know it can't be positive What if it's positive? My prom dress I won't fit into my prom dress These florescent lights don't flatter, but imagine six months fatter I'll be disgusting, I'll look old And put everything on hold, do everything I'm told By my folks who'll disown me, so lonely And who'd have thought this messy chance would mean nine months in stretchy pants And the end of senior year, and the end of seventeen And Tom, how will I drop the bomb? Just tell him, "Hey, I'm gonna be a mom!" I just want my mom, I just need my mom Or I'll just run away I'll just run away Take a moment, relax, try to inhale And imagine that everything's fine Before you notice your life start to derail Just remember the future's still bright So I'll give what I got whether they like it or not I'm not changing the plot to my story I've got brains, I've got heart, and I've got plenty of time So why should I be scared of two little lines Two little lines