Stressed

I take one step forward and three steps back I don't know what it is i can't relax I'm always stressed out Shit im fucking stressed now I need to let it go But i can't fucking let it go I need to calm down Thats why I'm getting high now But i don't think thats good for me I think its what i need Where my friends at Where the fuck my friends at Shit i don't know I ain't ever had those no And my family I dont trust my family No way no They don't understand me I need to let it go But i can't fucking let it go I need to calm the fuck down Thats why I'm getting drunk now But i don't think thats good for me I think its what i need I just had a conversation sub consciously Honestly I'm all about honesty i doubt myself constantly Don't forget me when you make it promise me Why don't you follow me this shit bothers me I feel like I'm living out a prophecy I feel like i got no privacy How come you don't make any time for me I guess your to famous to reply to me Bitch you don't appreciate the person that I'm tryna be Im fucked up cause this fucked up economy When i finally got some peace and quiet ill be like finally Damn i got so much anxiety Im not where I'm supposed to be but soon ima always be Grateful for the people thats close to me and hopefully I can get through all the shit I'm going through emotionally But only time will tell so lets see what the future holds for me