Nowadays

I loved how I slept when I was younger and content With all the simple things, I had so much more then I had peace, I had you to tell me that it would all turn out just fine So now I ask you, did we all turn out just fine? Was it in me not to see you, not to close my eyes and turn? Not to hear your voice when you're screaming out my name How could I miss it now? Screaming out my name Well, I loved how we spoke with our eyes closed And our hands raised to the ceiling high And our faith like fire burning inside Now we're empty and we don't know why That's why I ask you, did we all turn out just fine? I wanna love something more than I love myself I wanna kill this need to be somebody else I wanna see my friends doing okay Not feeling sad and strange But nowadays, why is it so hard? Cut my chest wide open To see that I'm still longing I can't find what is missing My peace is gone and it won't come back Maybe that's why I'm always looking to the past I wanna love something more than I love myself I wanna kill this need to be somebody else I wanna see my friends doing okay Not feeling sad or strange Nowadays, why is it so hard? (To see you, to feel you here) Nowadays, why is it so hard?