Stay Safe

Fiends at the door They all want more, yeah, yeah And I got the cure Na nana nana, yeah, yeah And all of the things I've seen And all of my friends turned fiends It's all that I know (Yeah) It's all that I know, yeah I tried everything I could There's still this pain inside my heart that I don't ever show Where I'm from we just roll it up, lately I been showing up Wasted to industry events, mobbin' but I'm still alone I think the road's the only place that I feel at home Been ducking calls, gettin' tired of trusting y'all Lost a couple homies but honestly fuck 'em all 'Cause if I wasn't doing this shit you'd probably never call And the phone'd stop ringing if I ever do drop the ball, yeah I'm lion-hearted, the lighter they got the fire started Remember meetings, they told me I'd never find a market Like I was marketing somethin' Like I do this shit to find endorsements or a sponsor or somethin' Like I wasn't turnin' down deals when they was offering money Like I wasn't treatin' cars like my fuckin' apartment or somethin' I went to war for this moment, this shit is movin' now Damn, my life a movie now My plane ain't even take off yet They tryna shoot me down, yeah Fiends at the door They all want more, yeah, yeah And I got the cure Na nana nana, yeah, yeah And all of the things I've seen And all of my friends turned fiends It's all that I know It's all that I know, yeah Couple thousand feet up Our promise was so distant now I go missing now Another time again You say, "Stay safe", but I can't make promises You say, "Stay safe", but I can't make promises (Yeah) No-oh-oh-oh-oh Fuck your lil' shots, dawg, you can save that Bullets couldn't phase Rack I be tryna' quit but they tell me I might save rap, yeah But will rap save me? Can money change me? Phase me? When it's all bright will the lights fade me? Yeah Broken heart, genius-minded, the new breed of Shaolin Think shit was simpler when the mission was just leave the island When my friends had new drugs and I would geek and try 'em Paranoid that West Brighton'll be the streets I die in They all tell me that it's love but now it feel different I'm not a meal ticket, I'm hungry, bitch I'm still itchin' And my last girl had my heart but she just let it bleed What's worse is if I don't hit you first, I bet we'd never speak, yeah I used to sell weed to inhale and eat, yeah Ducking cops, ducking opps, ducking felonies, yeah Ducking calls from muhfuckas tryna sell me dreams, yeah Sell me Percs, Xans, Addys, coke, sell me lean, yeah Now I'm addicted to the high I hope it never leaves, yeah Rolling memories, smoke 'em and forget a piece, yeah Half the island trappin' shit just to get us things The other half be ODin' off the heroin And I'm in the middle of the this, tryna' get poppin' off rap Where they be poppin' pistols and shit Always getting kicked out, ain't really know where I was livin' and shit But fuck that, man, I was meant for this shit 'Til my death, I'm gon' rep in this bitch In paradise alone stoned is what I have been on I been the future, I'm just hopin' my timin' is on Making decisions with my heart 'cause my mind has been gone Shit, sometimes I think my heart has a mind of it's own, yeah Having a hard time finding a home But everywhere I go I been finding a clone, yeah Think I'm in love but the timing is wrong Found some bands, lost my mind, I don't mind it at all Been home sick but it's sick 'cause I don't know where home is If home is where the heart is, I'm heartless so I guess I'm homeless Still I'm focused as ever, I can't let 'em distract me My mind's a loaded Beretta, I'm reloading forever A lot of shit be fuckin' with me I keep it inside Like how people switch up when you thought you was always down We grew up by the same street signs from where they be geekin to die Shots could just creep in your ride, homie, so keep this in mind That I ain't in this for a check or the fame or the wealth This like the only thing that stop me from hangin' myself And I don't even need a crew, I just hang with myself They ain't want me to eat but I turn tables myself This is my life, bitch, ever single statement is real They told me this shit just a dream, now I'm makin' it real And I can't front I been contemplating taking a pill 'Cause Painkiller Paradise is what made me this ill