Courage (feat. CircusP)

It's amazing what the pain can do Covered up and left to dry overnight Seem so calm but if you stare me through Not so tough, I'm choking all of the time Even if you have my back I don't feel the comfort I so deeply need Sorry to tell you that it's worthless But Give me something I don't know if I can fight I'll come out into the light If I know it isn't right to hide Give me something I don't know if I can heal Doesn't matter how I feel But it matters if I fail to try Give me a choice that I don't dare to choose Give me a chance, I can't afford to lose Give me something I don't know if I can fight And you'll see me in a new light And I don't need a reason to hold The door closed, all night, if I wanted to Admitting I was scared, I was wrong, I was Holding on to nothing but pretended to Chemicals astray in my brain Covered up, released by the rain Building up the courage I've needed to say this Despite this, know, know, know Give me something I don't know if I can fight I'll come out into the light If I know it isn't right to hide Give me something I don't know if I can heal Doesn't matter how I feel But it matters if I fail to try Give me a choice that I don't dare to choose Give me a chance, I can't afford to lose Give me something I don't know if I can fight And you'll see me in a new light Tearing down the walls around me, I'm Facing all the pain inside me, I'm Calling all the shots, remind me, I'm Checking all my losses for me, I'm Building up the brave inside me, I'm Struggling and straining for me, I'm Reaching out to friends to find me, I Need you more than ever right now, I'm Leave it to me, to work myself up so much Covered in sweat, like I was in such a rush All of the better, to find me steeped in courage So Give me something I don't know if I can fight I'll come out into the light If I know it isn't right to hide Give me something I don't know if I can heal Doesn't matter how I feel But it matters if I fail to try Give me a choice that I don't dare to choose Give me a chance, I can't afford to lose Give me something I don't know if I can fight And you'll see me in a new light Tearing down the walls around me, I'm Facing all the pain inside me, I'm Calling all the shots, remind me, I'm Checking all my losses for me, I'm Building up the brave inside me, I'm Struggling and straining for me, I'm Reaching out to friends to find me, I'm All of the better, you'll find me steeped deep in courage