Primrose

I can't come in today, I think I've caught a bug I know I need the pay, right now don't give a fuck Because today I'm just so tired of myself I just want to dwell I'm thinking slowly I can feel my only way out is through my restraints now I wish I had another way, I wish I had another way I've been drinking and maybe it's not such a good thing I'm not good God just give me some release God just give me something please 'Cause I'm drunk and on my knees I'm not good, I'm naked Misunderstood, I know And I can't, I can't let it go No, I broke from my God I covered myself in dirt I can't get stuff done, I'm feeling the dread I'm smoking too much, I'm staying in bed I've let those demons back in my head I need to find a balance 'fore I lose myself again God just give me some release God just give me something please 'Cause I'm drunk and on my knees I'm not good, I'm naked Misunderstood, I know And I can't, I can't let it go Will you just leave me alone? Why do I keep falling back on myself? Why do I keep falling back on myself? Why do I keep falling back on myself? Why do I keep falling back on myself? Why do I keep falling back on myself? Why do I keep falling back on myself? Why do I keep falling back on myself? Why do I keep falling back on myself? I'm not alright I'm not good God just me some release God just me something please 'Cause I'm drunk and on my knees I'm not good, I'm naked Misunderstood, I know And I can't, I can't let it go