Waking Up

Is this real? 'Cause I can't feel I reach into the darkness And there's nothing to hold Try to heal But spin my wheels The more I try to stop this The more I lose control Am I just a ghost in my own machine? In a sandbox in the entropy? Some reality got a hold of me And I don't think I'll escape Am I too attached to a memory? Stuck in my head for eternity Am I in a dream or the in between? I don't think 'Cause I'm not waking up, up, up Waking up, up, up Waking up, up, up Waking up, up I'm not waking up, up, up Waking up, up, up Waking up, up, up Waking up, up Conversations With simulations They say there's no escaping It's a never-ending road My salvation is lost in translation The more I can't explain it The more I lose control Am I just a ghost in my own machine? In a sandbox in the entropy? Some reality got a hold of me And I don't think I'll escape Am I too attached to a memory? Stuck in my head for eternity Am I in a dream or the in between? I don't think 'Cause I'm not waking up, up, up Waking up, up, up Waking up, up, up Waking up, up I'm not waking up, up, up Waking up, up, up Waking up, up, up Waking up, up I'm not waking