Feelin' Old (feat. A-1)

So why you hung up on the stumbles and falls

Ain't no love without pain, I thought you wanted it all

And the truth is, you ain't ever gonna be done with this love

So the secret's to believe in what you're struggling for

Got a lot on my mind right now

And I ain't got the time to be fine right now

Whenever I lie down

The room starts spinning just the same

I know everything could change, but I'm high right now

We could never have perfection, but we chase it still

I get tired of your games, but I play them still

Double back on my convictions, saying may as well

Know you ain't for real, even though you kinda play it well

Still the fourth right kid with the foresight

Chillin' by the porch light, trynna get his voice right

Same white tee and two down fade

The boudin plays and grew up on them two Andres

Every day I wake up stoned

In my house, but I'm not at home

Roll the windows down

It's still so loud

But we ain't done shit yet

Feeling old, but we ain't done shit yet

When I turned 15

I felt like the world started getting colder

Now I realize it's just a part of getting older

When people show you ignorance and lovers show you fickleness

The world show you wickedness and poverty and sickness

And all of the above is how they rob us of our innocence

So now my gentle heart is hard enough to split a boulder

But on the bright side, I understand you're hurting

That's why I write these bars for those who might not have the wording

To express the way they feel

So I don't give a damn if saying what I know is real somehow lessens my appeal

As long as every now and then a sentence that I spill

Can relieve someone's stress, cause my message helps them chill

Sometimes the best medicine for illness isn't pills

It's letting someone know that you know what they're going through

Cause you've been knowing how it feels just to feel alone

But you'll never be alone because I love you

If you ever need to talk, pick up the phone and hit me up

You got my number, it's 415-517-6031

We'll go out and grab a meal

And then watch that person heal when they tell you

Every day I wake up stoned

In my house, but I'm not at home

Roll the windows down, it's still so loud

But we ain't done shit yet

Feeling old, but we ain't done shit yet

And I don't think that I could do it no more

Called my mama and I asked her what I'm doing this for

She said the fruits of your labor, that's for you to behold

But ain't nothing worth more than being true to your soul

So I saw the light, then I kissed the ground I mean, ain't shit change, it's all the same

It just feel way different now

So grab the gas can, baby, I'm back

To being halfway gone with no way to get back

All this weight on my back, it's one way to react

It's no way that I crack

And all I really care is that I'm better than my last

I never knew a truth that was centered in the past

It's friends that I remember and I'm never getting back

Eventually that catch up and I end up getting trashed

But I ain't even mad, I just on my mind right now

I think finally I'm fine right now

Everyday I wake up stoned

In my house, but I'm not at home

Roll the windows down

It's still so loud

But we ain't done shit yet

Feeling old, but we ain't done shit yet

But we ain't done shit yet

It's still so loud

Feeling old

Feeling old, but we ain't done shit yet