Better Than This

Pulled up to her driveway In my beat up Honda Civic And I parked it right next to her new SUV Then she walked out From the gate to her backyard She's just sitting pretty While she's pretty much out of my League (Hooo hooo, hooo hooo) (Hooo hooo, hooo hooo) How the hell do do I Stop myself from choking Cause it's getting kinda weird She looks at me wanting Conversation and I smile back With my crooked Fucking teeth If a picture is worth A thousand words Then I'm acting out A silent movie With a war in my head And nothing coming Out of my mouth I always hoped I'd be better than this But I might as well quit Cause it's not getting anywhere It's like 2 steps backwards While falling forwards On my face and I can't Get up, get up Cause all I ever do is drag myself and Everyone else down It's not that I don't care I'm just afraid that you don't Want me around (Hooo hooo, hooo hooo) (Hooo hooo, hooo hooo) It's okay I'm alright I'll be just fine I don't need a ride I just need security And a sense of self That you provide (Your head is in it but you're never Gonna win it) And if the winter can't freeze the River (Your head is in it but you're never Gonna win it, no) (Your head is in it but you're never Gonna win it) Then how could I ever Learn to be brave I always hoped I'd be better than this But I might as well quit Cause it's not getting anywhere It's like 2 steps backwards While falling forwards On my face and I can't Get up, get up Cause all I ever do is drag myself and Everyone else down It's not that I don't care I'm just afraid that you don't Want me around I'm no good with names Or faces But I'll never forget The time we had Together (Aaaah) That's why I put you in my songs (That's why I put you in my songs) That's why I put you in my songs) And I'll never forget The time we had That's why I'm using you to get Better