Retrospective Outlook

I been leaning Don't wanna go through this alone Keep breathing I'm tired, stressed want to go home I've been faded Vacated every time you go It's not my fault We're wasting time Ain't it fine? I found some motivation to try Hoping I don't waste it all like every other time My eyes are red forget about the bad times ahead Retrospective outlook I'll remember what you said Stubborn I'm stubborn I think I'm outta my mind I got four-hundred and twenty reasons for you not to try Sometimes I feel like a black hole, I don't know There's no explanation for where the time goes And I got all these people coming I see the facades I feel the pressure it's pressing and now I'm gonna miss my shot I think about about the road ahead nah I'd rather not I wish there was a way for me to put it all to a stop Now I sound delirious, I am sincerely serious I'm seriously considering infuriating my superiors Ain't it fine? I found some motivation to try Hoping I don't waste it all like every other time My eyes are red I'll forget about the bad times ahead Retrospective outlook I'll remember what you said I want it all in the palm of my hands I want it all you just don't understand I want it all in the palm of my hands I want it all I want it all I been leaning Don't wanna go through this alone Keep breathing keep breathing Ain't it fine? I found some motivation to try Hoping I don't waste it all like every other time My eyes are red I'll forget about the bad times ahead Retrospective outlook I'll remember what you said I want it all I want it all You just don't understand I want it all I want it all You just don't understand it's in the palm of my hands I want it all